we make bad posts // discord: atax1a
the sad thing is if we go to our gf and say "hey do you know the white trans woman who acted like she was our friend for a bit and then suddenly flipped out at us claiming we hold weird grudges" she would be like "which one"
like, we cannot talk about this as a gestalt, without inadvertently "passive-aggressively" subtooting a bunch of people, and but we also cannot do all of this shit on a 1:1 individual basis (which is de-facto expected of us!), and do you know how much that fucking sucks?
that mode switching has always freaked me out when it's happened to me, because it's basically impossible to interrogate—if you point it out, you just make it worse. there's some bizarre combination of "I haven't changed at all, it's all you" going on with "the scales have fallen from my eyes like I'm St. Paul seeing The Truth™ for the first time"...I'm quite prepared to believe that you're basically seeing some latent Christian conditioning erupting to the surface all of a sudden, radiating self-righteousness in all directions. and you know what? as a weird semi-Catholic busybody, probably I've done this myself, though I try to be more honest about where my moralism comes from. ~Chara
