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you notice the switch, and you consider it unwarranted. sudden. in media res. you interrupt it.
you did not interrupt it when you did not know what it was. did not think to consider it as "switching". had not territorialized it as such.
but now you notice. and you think "is this wrong?". and you think "is this permitted?". and you think "is this inconvenient?". and you think "will they be bothered?"
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you fly from switching. you do not switch. what is "switching" anyway. you look away. years pass. slowly, despite your efforts, your stark powers of misobservation, you cannot help but notice the shifts in self that arise whether you name them or not. would it be so wrong to name them?
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you notice the switch. you did not plan for it. you let it happen anyway. you contradict yourself. you smile.
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