Genderfucked schizoqueer autistic plural plushie eevee mystics


one of those annoying vegans your unexamined ethical system warned you about


Seer of Blood (Wyatt) and Witch of Void (fractal)


not a person, Ξ˜Ξ”, tma

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🎀 psychosisposting 🎀
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every time i look to express an opinion about a discourse or something that i passionately care about on cohost these days i just feel a sinking in my stomach at imagining getting yelled at and called a pedophile or an abuser or whatever the word of the day is just for expressing it, just flashing back to every other time someone's started a fucking fight with me over bullshit

and i hate it because i really like talking about stuff! i like talking about therian identity and the conflicting access needs of that with accessibility, i like talking about "controversial" fictional media and what themes it might represent and what utility it might have, and i even like talking about transfeminist theory and its application to things! i like having a big mouth, i like talking to people and discussing openly about things.

but i've had so many times i just get framed as evil for speaking up at all and i'm so fucking tired. i don't know what minor discourse is gonna get me laser targeted and get my address spread on kiwifarms as retaliation. i don't know what innocuous statement is gonna get someone to collect a google doc taking me out of context to call me a child abuser and send it to everyone i've ever talked to.

i don't know what random thought is gonna get me called a "mouthpiece of a dead cult" again.

so i'm at the point where i want to flinch away from posting anymore even though i enjoy it so much. spite against the people who want me to stop only carries me so far. spite to prove that they can't silence me doesn't make this site less uncomfortable to look at anymore.


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