i started doing audio in the games industry 5 years ago now. as each year passed i felt more and more distance between personal music and commissioned pieces.
this time last year i really wasn’t working on any music that wasn’t for a game. personal projects all sort of fell off, i wasn’t in a band.
i think i could feel a hole growing, one that i used to fill with music creation. i was confused as to why my work wasn’t helping.
i realized that i needed the freedom to make whatever i wanted. whatever felt right.
doing game audio is great. i do love my job, but it is a product. it is art, but not a true expression of pure ego.
i’m letting more loose now. my high school band reunited. i’m working on a folk project with a good friend. a new album is in the works.
i am feeding my need to create
