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in reply to @ayase's post:
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u sound lovely ur voice is super pleasant
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honestly hrt would probably help a lot. i felt the same exact way for most of my life so i get the worry that it wouldn’t work out but idk it’s definitely worth a shot
sometimes hrt isn't about becoming something 'better', just something... 'different'
it's hard to really put into words why i started that path, but everything you've described here is way too familiar. i've always had doubts that hrt would move me towards my wildly unrealistic (and frankly, physically impossible) body goals in Exactly The Way I Wanted, but it's definitely calmed the noise in my brain through and through. that alone was a victory for me, given some of the lows i've had
of course, the softer body to exist within was a nice bonus, even if years down the line it /still/ feels like a work-in-progress. all things are though, i suppose