𝔞𝔷𝔲𝔯𝔢𝔩𝔬𝔯𝔢 𝔤𝔴𝔢𝔫𝔡𝔬𝔩𝔶𝔫 𝔨𝔬𝔯𝔯𝔦𝔤𝔞𝔫 🕷️🍂

one hour ago:

i am in the midst of an... episode, right now. all my garbage suddenly decided to flare up at once, maybe an hour, 90 minutes ago. i feel like i'm dying.

i'm unable to speak, much move, breathe. all i can do is type, one letter at a time.

this sucks.

i was going to see my doctor tomorrow. and now, arbitrarily, i'm not.

amethyst is here to take care of me. i'm... "fine" as far as that goes with me.

this just keeps getting harder. i don't have the strength for this.

just now:

update: never mind, gay sex to the rescue

still can't talk or much move, but this is good medicine, i tellya what