𝔞𝔷𝔲𝔯𝔢𝔩𝔬𝔯𝔢 𝔤𝔴𝔢𝔫𝔡𝔬𝔩𝔶𝔫 𝔨𝔬𝔯𝔯𝔦𝔤𝔞𝔫 🕷️🍂

i may be barely functional, but while wincing and groaning and wheezing at the bathroom sink, i glanced up and again was struck with just how bizarrely pretty i am. like, i really am. and i don't know how. but there's a weird sort of irony going on that i'm too broken to live.

i felt so unwell but my theyfriend brought me to see some queer propaganda

also, to meet another of their close friends they've been telling me about since we met

i figured... okay, even if i have a seizure or something, i won't be alone

and they promised me ice cream...

... during the consumption of which, my theyfriend's friend told me i seem to have "x-ray vision for people."

i think they meant psychologically, emotionally?

hrm

but basically, i was feeling gnorraaghblghtch and didn't trust myself to go outside without having a physical or neurological episode of some sort, but—i am back and still alive, and largely seem to have come through improved from the experience.

so here's azure, having Done A Thing for once.

whee.

and some additional shots from the escapade...

including hints of why i never go outside...