i've blown through my incandescent rage i guess, and now i'm just back to miserable.
maybe i would do well to give social media a break for a while.
it's not like i will miss out on anything now.
i am... really not okay
and i don't think i will be for a while
there's only one other time in my life that i've hurt like this, and i have spent years every day trying to forget it
i don't know what to do with this kind of pain
but i don't think it's productive to do it here
goodbye,
for now
