this is my ex-girlfriend precisely.
it's pathological, once you get past that bubbly mask she puts onβ
this cold, stunted, dehumanizing attitude dressed up in the language of hope and joy.
my little brother is right; beyond the surface details, she is basically the anti-azure.
cruelty casually deployed from on high, packaged with the most rigorous market-tested positive signaling value, like she's doing you a favor and now expects gratitude.
it really really sucks.
she really really sucks.
even if it takes a while to realize just how much she's fucking with you, denying the value of every feeling you have.