𝔞𝔷𝔲𝔯𝔢𝔩𝔬𝔯𝔢 𝔤𝔴𝔢𝔫𝔡𝔬𝔩𝔶𝔫 𝔨𝔬𝔯𝔯𝔦𝔤𝔞𝔫 🕷️🍂

goddamn, as if i weren't already crumbling with pain i can't even sleep without her subtly breaking me down with a positive tone in my dreams, acting like she was doing me a special favor by insulting me and expecting me to be grateful

one of the most hurtful things is knowing how none of this basically matters at all to her.

someone who meant so close to everything to me, and i know for them i was little more than a blip. there will be no real introspection, nothing learned, nothing lost. instantly forgotten.