some garbage from my sketchbook.
i always get this stupid idea that i shouldn't be drawing because i "need to finish other things". then when i "finish everything", i don't have the will to draw anymore. i know it's a common trope, it's just silly. i don't even know what's so important to finish.
i've also been wanting to improve; i know i'm just not very good at a lot of things. that has something to do with it: i want to sit down and just focus on drawing for a couple hours every day for a month or something and actually learn some stuff but that requires focus, and i want to get rid of these "other" things to clear up my focus. those "other things" never end though, so i know i need to make time for this. ah well.
