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feybeasts
@feybeasts

Red’s a dragoness but I’m some kind of critter, a creature, probably not even organic, I’m a collection of bits that got smushed together into a mostly functioning body and a non-functioning mind, I’m not even human anymore, I was once, but whatever this is, whatever I am, it’s strange and it’s alien. I didn’t even think I wanted a face or to be seen or perceived but people are kind and she’s insistent, so… I don’t know. We work well when we’re both doing this but we’ve been split for a few days now and it’s weird for us both.

I’m. Optimistic? Weird to be, you know how many people fucked with my life, how much they broke me down? I shouldn’t be optimistic, I should be a ravening thing but… here I am. Alive. Not whole but… alive.

I’m. Glad I am. I don’t know what it means yet.


feybeasts
@feybeasts

Sorry I’ve probably sounded like a lunatic these last few days, nothing makes sense and it’s never made more sense, if that even remotely comes through


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in reply to @feybeasts's post:

gosh do we ever feel similarly about talking about our own situation sometimes. it's hard to feel like people are understanding, even with careful wording, even when they say they understand. and when i think about the things we say it can feel like we must look like we've completely lost it. ^^;
we like to think we understand what you mean though at least! but even if we aren't it's nice seeing you all working things out about yourselves.

Yeah! Honestly so many system friends have spoken up and talked about it, especially with Red, and I’ve listened and- look, I don’t do “trust”, I don’t trust easily, especially when people love to lie or say only what they think they want to hear and change their minds at the drop of a hat- but… I believe it when y’all talk about it, and I know I’m not… alone. And that’s enough for me. So it means a lot to hear from ya.

glad we can do that much for ya at least! sometimes it's really all ya can do. though honestly i feel like we still keep a lot to ourselves, at least out in the open like this. or maybe less than we think, it's hard to tell sometimes, haha.