badgraph1csghost

Skippin' straight to Plan G!

33 year old composer, graphic designer, web developer, former voiceover artist, insufferable Trekkie, and overall computer geek whose philosophy for life is simple: "Use Firefox, wear a mask in public, play games on emulators, and be kind to everyone."
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I h*rnyp0st occasionally, so... yeah. I always mark it 18+ though!


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weird dream


I had a dream that i was getting married but that i was wearing a wedding gown and veil.

It was a christian wedding for some reason but that's not really important right now. I dont often dream about marriage, it HAS happened but not recently. I used to think about getting married a lot pre-transition. Not really about the marriage itself so much as a kind of cinematic storyline as though i was just acting. But in those daydreams i was always wearing a suit. This is the first time ive ever thought about getting married in a dress. I remember it all--i remember how it looked, the bouquet, walking down the aisle, the music being autoplayed from a MIDI sequence over my Fantom X6 (like i would leave something as important as music up to a third party even in my dreams, pfft), I dont remember who i was getting married to, but I just remember how beautiful i looked. Tastefully made up with lipstick and everything, my hair straightened out to 1960s-type curls at the ends, oh was I a sight! I'm not too sure on the rest of the dream but i remember it ended when someone told me i was pregnant. I woke up crying. It was perfect. But it wasnt real.


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