poor little woof woof@basementpuppy5/15/2024, 9:45 PMThis post contains 18+ content. You can view it if you're over 18.This post has content warnings for: short vent, csa.log inI am 18+I am not 18+#puppy posts#i wanted to talk about in therapy this week but my therapist was sick#so i have to wait another week to bring it up and im worried i'll back out at the last second#i was so anxious the day i was supposed to go in and i could barely eat#still having trouble eating right now actually. im too nervous and feel ill#so yeah. i have no memory of this possible abuse but i have very strong trigger reactions to sexual violence#(outside of kink stuff actually! when its in a kink context its literally fine. if i wasnt so unwell rn i'd ramble about how thats interesting)#and i had a lot of time in close proximity to pedophiles for a chunk of my childhood. both my parents have asked if anything ever happened because i have symptoms consistent with csaw#so im dealing with all That rn. i am going thru it#girl why is there a w in that tag i just noticed it hours latersee all
