Adult - Plants-liking queer menace - Front-desk worker of a plural system - Unapologetic low-effort poster
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(fallen london stamps by @vagorsol)
I don't really think I selfship - I absolutely swoon and thirstpost for particular characters, as recent posts show, but I don't actually like... Imagine them With Me?? it's more like an intense appreciation of their Vibes from afar
that being said I am in awe of the power of people who do selfship and support them with all my everything
YEAH. YES. THIS IS ALSO MY FEELINGS. I think constantly about that one twitter post that's like "when I'm reading I disappear, I cease to exist and it's lovely" -- I can absolutely Swoon Stupidly over a character but there is usually no connection between that and the desire to think about Them Being With ME.
I feel like for me its a middle ground like... I don't imagine people being With Me, that would require me thinking about myself doing anything at all. Also I don't think most characters I swoon over would Enjoy being with Me directly like... it wouldn't be a good matchup haha. All my self shipping is done via OC proxy, in a way where I can adjust the OC to be self indulgent and project on them while also balancing their personality and actions to get best enjoyment out of the ship dynamic.
