I think Nathan would turn himself into a pile of sapient holographic cubes on purpose
I am sure not beating the "all of my cis characters have secret trans flavor" allegations huh
my two not-married correspondents who are (allegedly) cis guys
Lukas: feels confined by his flesh, wants to break free by being able to modify every last aspect of it to his exact liking, even in ways that most people would consider alarming, monstrous, and a shameful violation of the natural order
Nathan: feels a fundamental dissociation regarding the concept of Having A Body; in general he would just rather not have a body at all
(fallen london stamps by 