i think, fundamentally, i just don't quite know how to interact with this site.
like, the new era of posting stuff felt intimidating, in some ways, because my brain is broken, but not exactly broken in that way (and our grasp of HTML/CSS has severely atrophied since the early 2010's), but also… my ADHD-ass brain (assbrain) just panics when presented with a big white text box to fill my thoughts into (unless it doesn't. ah. the joys…), and finding weird random shit feels harder in some way? idk. i need to think about this more, maybe.
