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Hi! I draw furries as a hobby, mostly my sona. I also study computer science.
This page hosted stuff I made, my rambles, and the occasional share.
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i'll miss this webbed site
I didn't get diagnosed with anxiety and depression until well after I graduated and I'm amazed I made it through my capstone without treatment. If you have a chance to get screened you should go take it. It can be life changing
As someone with adhd overstim and autism. Yeah, I resonate with this feeling. It feels hard to remember to eat sometimes even! My brain gets so fixated that I’ll notice later that 5 hours have passed and I haven’t even taken a break from my computer. And my overstim hates that and my body start to feel like garbage. It feels like… playing minecraft but with a hydration meter. But with adhd/autism you can’t see either. So you have to do your best to keep awareness yourself or try and make a desperate guess when you start taking damage lollll
I took pills for a while but i got guilted by many for taking adderall. Because it contained amphetamines, so people just acted like I was taking meth aldjflhlj
Which is an unfair comparison I think.
It felt nice because the reward system in my brain would actually work, which it basically never does. Usually when I finish something my brain just goes “ah. Neat ig.” So I mostly just do things because I’d rather do stuff than nothing. But adderall did have some mood swing effects I didn’t exactly love so I didn’t mind dropping it too much.
Being neurodivergent could be so cool if our bodies/world weren’t so punishing for it.