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pro-mask furry commie

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late 20 something transgender who loves to kill racists & ableists & terfs

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stop the genocide

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trainsfemme
@trainsfemme

do y'all ever find it infuriating that you can't see inside other people's brains and see what they are thinking? like even if you are completely honest and open with one another, everything is filtered through the limited ability of expression that words and speech have, esp. if the other person is not that eloquent.
like this is gonna sound stupid, but I've always found it vaguely surreal looking over someone's shoulder or something and seeing them on the same chat message as you but with the bubbles swapped - the same thing you said, you typed, but seeing it from the other end - you are now the external source, the thing across the screen, the inputs and the outputs are flipped. For some reason, it makes me feel a sort of intense empathy (which I feel occaisionally from other reasons), seeing what you said in a different context. But even then that's filtered by text that's filtered by a computer. i want to know the actual reaction with the actual context of that individual, what it's ACTUALLY LIKE:tm: to be on the recieving end of whatever it is i am saying (even something super lame like "good morning" or whatever), just to see how things are interpreted in different sorts of context. like what it truly is to be on the other side.

someday when we are all robotgirls we will be able to go through each other's dmesg logs but not yet sadly


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in reply to @trainsfemme's post:

i'm constantly aware that all 8 billion ppl on earth have their own lives, experiences, narratives... some that i'm a significant piece of, several that i'm a background character in, and an innumerable many with which my own story will never intersect, and as someone who loves to gather information and learn, i'm always in a state of painful curiosity haha! i wanna know what it's like to have never had me in their life ever in any capacity XD