• they/them

black traumatized autistic grey-ace lesbian
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i still physically mask and i am BEGGING others do the same
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went to therapy and all i got is the knowledge that healing never ends
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6/6 for jobs/schools that misgendered/outed/were ableist to/traumatized me so looking for the least annoying way to keep shelter/food/etc. (thats from that one hippo tweet)
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i don't know what i'm doing and that is most likely how i will continue on

posts from @black-final-boi tagged #gamejam

also:

note: i started this post may 3rd 😅 so im publishing it in its unfinished glory so i can start to make updates to it

BiG Byte Game Jam 2024

i'm super excited (i even made like a real meal so i'd be able to focus longer!) and i have a very broad idea of what i want to do and hope that going to the jam kickoff tonight will help a little more.

i'm gonna use this little space to take notes/make observations/etc. and so i can look back at it when the jam ends!

worries:

  • i have at least three other projects i want to work on/submit and time tends to get away from me especially depending on health/mood changes (as evidenced in the last month)
  • i tend to want things finished but i don't want to stress myself out i want to have fun!
  • i'm generally always anxious about creating anything that can be shared because of being targeted in the past, but i want to push through that.

delights:

  • the community has been really helpful and very supportive of lurking/spectating (how do you say hi i cannot super guarantee the time/work i can do cause disability and that will also make it super tricky to even communicate with me because what even is proper social etiquette but also let's do this and have fun?)