july 2019: i wanna join artfight since it looks fun, but i have performance anxiety
july 2020: artfight looks fun, but i’m busy with school
july 2021: artfight looks fun, but i’ll easily burn myself out
july 2022: artfight looks fun, but i’m so busy looking for jobs
july 2023: artfight looks fun, but i’m so tired of life
