keep finding myself not even reading theory but instead reading history books about the context/development of theory which i don't even know if is worse but it's less harsh on my bonkies 🤷♀️
either way i feel i have left the path of reason
a terrible gremlin with anxiety and more adhd than god. you might know me from that other place ... maybe
.
.
.
please be normal to me. not like normal in general just like. ya know? yeah