always bemused by discussion of immortality involving the "how can you cope with not forgetting and gradually remembering more and more stuff forever" and like
buddy
i don't even remember what i did this morning lmao it's fine
there's a couple disciplines where i maybe 35% jokingly talk about having forgotten more than most people — even most people actively involved at an amateur level — will probably never know and the thing about that is
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that's the stuff i forgot lmao i don't remember shit anymore
that said, some stuff really does just get stuck in there forever and nothing i can really do about that i guess and it does suck but i'm not totally convinced over time that gets worse really i only have so much time in the day to cringe into a little ball of shame over something i said when i was 5 i'm pretty sure more memories just load balances the embarrassing ones a little more