Need to be at work by 6am, so need to leave by 5:30. Which means I need to get everything prepping by 5. Which means I need to actually give myself time to wake up and ease into things at 4. Which means I routinely bolt awake at 3:45, before the alarm. Which means, finally, my body just decided to say hello at 2:48am. What the ever loving fuck, body ?? 

