Disclaimer: There are going to be many, many times during this post where you're reading along and going "Jesus, Sibyl, you have a problem", and you know something? I'm aware. Just follow along, and I'm sorry in advance. It will probably get worse depending on when this hits you.

So here we are. I've been making boosters for this roughly daily since February and I still have no sign of this card. Now I get to ask myself if ending this futile goddamn quest is worth more than a fresh copy of Armored Core VI or Baldur's Gate 3 to me.
The worst part is, this might be a better use of my money.
Making the gems to roll for these daily does cost me money, even running card sale profits back into gems, and I have definitely spent over $60 over time on the gems just to reroll this. There's no guarantee that $63.20 in gems would actually net me this card, instead just losing me 243 days1, and if I finish this quest, I can just dump all of the remaining cards in my inventory onto the market to make some cash back after, a thing I am only not doing now because I knew that eventually, I would be making a followup post like this and I wanted to go "this is how much I've accrued which I can do nothing with".
This is what addiction brain looks like, folks! If you ever find yourself justifying something like this to yourself, try and break that cycle! Terribly unhealthy.
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Give or take, given the current conversion rate of Steam funds to the cheapest gem sacks on the market, divided by the 1000 per day it takes to roll. Fun fact: it would also swell my inventory by another 29 pages if all were failures! Good lord.