Doing my best not to fuckin' post today because I'm approaching one of my Bad Mental Health Anniversaries and the ambient Cohost smugness is just enraging me
haha this is probably actually because of my fucking housemate throwing me under the bus with my no-contact mother yesterday and the "someone else usurping control over my communications" trauma from the Worst Ex has been screaming in the background ever since that I'm Not Safe, which came out as being A Bit Cranky
Just what I needed, on the cusp of (checks notes) the time of year that fucks me up every time on account of all the bereavements