ngh
I discontinued my antidepressants, like, six months ago, accidentally because executive doesn't function, and I've been keeping careful sight of the fact in my peripheral vision but I haven't been any generally worse — August, I got through fucking August unmedicated! not that there's anyone left to give me an external sanity check on my behaviour — but oh boy I think I just ran into a brick wall and I'm dogsitting for a week and a bit, I'm not home, so I can't even just dig the pills out and start the fortnight on-ramp for the fucking stuff right now
ughhhh this sucks
