I love my mutuals. I don't know if it's my sleeping meds making this thought more intense in my mind, but it's true.

I used to be really lonely. Both IRL and on the Internet. I'm glad I have as many friends as I do right now.

While I have fantasized about becoming notable and having thousands of similarly notable followers, I probably wouldn't enjoy it. What I have right now is a perfect balance.

My friends do all sorts of cool, amazing stuff. Even if they don't, I still admire them greatly. They've all been so kind to me. That's worth celebrating just as much in my mind.

I feel unfulfilled with most of my life so far. I barely have a direction, or much under my belt, even as I near my 30s. Despite this, you all make living worth it.

Please accept my appreciation in the form of this post, and a virtual hug if you would like. You deserve it.

<3