preserving video and audio is slightly uncomfortable, because it's like time traveling to confront or combat your past self
needing to revisit almost a different person who no longer exists; you aren't the you from before, and you can feel it
your memories almost clash into each other when you think or see back, almost like two different people's feelings agreeing and disagreeing at the same time
you are the same, but that person doesn't exist; it only exists because it lives in your brain. that person will never exist again, it's only a fleeting part of your mind
and your accounts are all you have. memories turn into well-acted plays that you yourself start becoming the audience for
seriously. try guessing who wrote this. post it in the comments.
spoiler: here's who wrote it
i am not joking: this was written by jerma985 while he was high.
i've- i remember just being like high sitting on the couch and going [doing a funny voice] "i have to write this now" so I wrote this down this is- I was a little bit high and i wrote this and i think it's incredibly profound
and i 100% agree with him, this is very profound. he should get high more often and write a book or something. i'd read it. but this is also really fucking funny, the usually goofy guy getting high and writing that is incredibly hilarious
