chirasul

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I'm Chirasul!

I'm a mushroom!

I am a storyteller and artist. I will sometimes post NSFW things. This is my main account.
I am working on a cool project called Coelary, which is about about a lot of things but it's mostly about being a queer adult.

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OTHER ACCOUNTS:

  🎨  @CWF (art account)  🎨

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Β Β πŸ”žΒ @inkycap (it's porn!) Β πŸ”ž

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Please give these accounts a follow if you enjoy the things I make and you want to see more.



somethin really interesting to me is the invisible divide amongst furries between those who use their fursona to escape from their human nature, and those who use their fursona to embrace their human nature.

an example in the simplest terms: the former may have a fursona with an "aspirational" or "escapist" body, i.e. a body they pretend to inhabit in order to avoid putting any attention on their actual body, while the latter would instead have a fursona that is based heavily on their actual body, as a way of falling in love with it and feeling attracted to it. connecting to it.

it's really cool when someone goes from the former to the latter, too; i feel like i've seen so many trans furries go from some super sexualized fursona with an unrealstic body into a very realistic fursona that is real close to their actual body once they transition. that's dope as hell to me. that's really beautiful

obviously, there's a lot of good reasons why people have a more escapist relationship with anthropomorphism; maybe dysphoria, maybe chronic illness or disability, maybe they don't have control over their life or circumstances as much as a human should. but at the same time, i do think it's good whenever possible to connect with your body, and to love it. it's the only one you've got after all. a fursona is just a cool way to do that. being a furry is really just one of the coolest ways to explore being a human in my opinion


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Itzu is an expression of how I felt the world saw me, and a reflection of how I see the world. He's real complicated for a creature that eats rocks for attention

Sura is how I feel-- twitchy like a bird, awkward like a horse, also I like taurs and think it's amazing how consistently they show up in ancient mediterranean art.

Warranty Void is definitely some sort of work venting but I need more time to flesh out the character

I feel like, I dunno, I use the emotional thrill of escapism via fursona to better connect with my body in a more abstract way? Like an enhancement of the positive feeling I enjoy my body for producing.

Or perhaps I'm searching for an excuse and there is a painful psychological obstacle there. To tell you the truth, it does feel a bit icky to love my most literal unidealized self "more than I deserve," and also I still can't make peace with my impermanence. Maybe some day I'll arrive there in a roundabout way. In the meantime, I'll enjoy my near-infinite sex drive, emotional resilience, and unafraid, unrestrained love through Coko.

I started as a lithe twink dragon because I thought that's what I wanted to be, and it turns out that I'm much happier being myself. My dragon now is fat and queer and has long hair and looks like me in pretty much every way, and my average self-confidence has basically been soaring since that moment I made that change in how my dragon self looks.