i did finally cave and buy some fizzy alcohol tho im not gonna drink it when cohost goes down (work night, got my sparkling grape juice for that). probably just gonna have some tonight and see if my roommate wants any
i feel a bit guilty about breaking my streak though... (tho technically i had some sake when i went to dinner with my sister a few months ago, but it was like half a cup, which barely had any effect on me)

