[laying on my back looking at the ceiling]
y'know I've simply never learned how to feel like I'm allowed to want sex unless I'm like perfectly flawless and consumable.
[rolls into my side with my head propped up]
I gotta tell ya that really doesn't work too good when you're a fat disabled tranny.
being flawless is a turnoff imo. if someone's flawless they're gonna make me self-conscious and then it's immediately over