i need to find a way to make it feel like i don't hate it here at uni
i feel like i hate people unless they're on the internet, and that fucking sucks having to push through
it also doesn't help that i'm sensitive to noise and cold, and while noise isn't that big of a deal since i got some actually sealing in-ears (though i can't use those in class and that sucks), it's stupid fucking cold here (and fucking burning outside, too)
i hate it i hate it i hate it, i just have to make it through today then i get the weekend
back home and done with shit and i was gonna stream, but due to all the dread i've been feeling today i think i'll fucking idk jerk off and nap first then think about it
annoying thing is that the next chance i get to stream is likely monday after class
i'm tired
i'll be fine i think
but i'm tired
