I need to probably actually read things about being nonhuman to see if they will help me, because I know that no one else can tell me what I am, or if I am actually anything.
I am nonhuman in some way. I do not feel like this body is what it should be. Or that I look the way I should. But I'm so scared of getting it wrong for some reason because I don't know if I experience what others do. And if I don't experience things does that make me fake?
I know that most of my posts have been along similar lines as this, but it's frustrating and upsetting that I feel like I have nothing.
I mentioned I might be questioning some types but am I actually questioning them? Are my reasons — which I know I don't really need, yet feel like I do — enough for me to count them as me.
I know I don't need specifics and I know I don't have to rush things, but I feel like I can't really do anything because I feel like I have nothing to talk about, nothing to share, nothing to reblog besides vague things, etc, etc.