alrighty, that's enough of this second wind for us today. and once again thinking of how different it feels when our first reaction to thinking of the next day coming is "hell yes, more time to be!" rather than that painful apathy from our worst depression and dysphoria years. estrogen's pulling double duty, reminding us what wanting to live feels like again. it's such a lovely feeling.
anyway, no more time for philosophical tangents. goodnight everyone!