fuck it (positive), we might be about as emotionally stable as a spinning top in the back half of its spin, but we can finally restock on our cypro after too many messages to our doctor and hopefully that might help things. we've been feeling the higher t effects creep in this last week and it is not fun.
will be good to get back to a good hrt pattern again. aside from 3-ish weeks in jan/feb we haven't had consistent hrt and tn't since early-mid october, and although we can't say all our mental health fun these last months have been thanks to that... it sure doesn't feel like there's zero connection between us losing access to medicine whose balanced presence occured right at the same time as our best mental health run in years and whose lack in one form or the other happened at the exact same time as a return to a similar mental state as before