🐲 We're having a pretty great day so far. I revisited an old album I still love while some of the others played their Stardew, then we let Beryl lead a reading session for a couple hours, and now I've had a music hyperfixation round 2 of today.
... And through some partially related stuff, ended up with another faceful of the part of us that is still our number one dysphoria trigger. The same thing that sent us into a several week spiral barely two months ago, the same thing that made us realize we weren't cis. Still I observed it for a couple minutes, and..... I have no clue if we'll ever handle it properly. I can't sense any of the usual sharpness that acute dysphoria feels like to us, but there's a heat that often accompanies it and I think something similar might be running through our body now. And based on the reactions the others are starting to return with... Yeah. I think we're still incredibly dysphoric over that. But it wasn't as horrible now as every other time.... I think. We have no clue, honestly. Just a not good feeling. I probably should not have done this.
... Eh, aside from me messing us up these last few minutes, we're having an alright day.