ππ₯ the mental vibe tonight is the good old "our art sucks and we cannot hope to be ok at it", which is... It sucks right now, even if we're all yelling back that said voice is lying! it's straight up revealing itself when we try to go "ok then, let's do some practice and make our art actually ok!", but all it tries to respond with is "no practice, only feel bad". Annoying, frustrating even, but at least we have something to do to give it a nice mental middle finger for now.
.... even if we know this is such a normal internal yelling match to have, it doesn't feel the best. why can't art just be straightforward to get the muscle memory for.