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spookybiscuits
@spookybiscuits

last night, somebody told me that attending Primal Pride 3 years ago is what got them to admit their truth to themself and start transitioning. they told me that they just finished their top surgery. i don't think anybody needs their egg cracked. i think they need to know they will be protected while they do it themself. i think they need to see what a bird in flight looks like.


spookybiscuits
@spookybiscuits

thinkin about this again and you know what? it's true what they say. you really do have to live, no matter what. the OP wasn't my first time. in the course of doing my own thing i've managed to inspire idk how many queer people to come out or transition or live more outwardly. and if you're visible i'm certain you, yes you reading this, have as well. do you remember the first out and proud lgbtq person you saw whose image cut you to the core? the one that let you think "that could be me"? i do.

you and i gotta be that person for countless other young queer people now. people who may tell you three years from now. people who may never tell you. people who may never even learn your name. but people who will nonetheless remember you. people who will feel a quickening in their breast at the thought of you. people with a long road to walk, but who will turn to face happiness in truth because of you.


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in reply to @spookybiscuits's post:

A huge component of why it took me so long to realize i was trans, and then to actually start transitioning, was that I was deeply afraid of the unknown ; of all the ramifications of transition, how it might hurt me or all the opportunities it could close for me.
What finally allowed to start considering that i could actually be a thing that applied to me, while i had alwayd previously discarded it as an idle fantasy, was getting to personally know other trans people, and getting to see their own perspective on it. And seeing how close theirs aligned with mine.

I made a dumb transfic back before it was cool, and nobody said anything about it, and that was fine, I figured it was a Just For Me thing.

TEN PLUS FUCKING YEARS LATER...

I get a comment out of the blue from a rando. They say they not only READ my little fic back in the halcyon days of [WEBSITE], but that it inspired them to transition, and they had now found it on Ao3, ten plus years later, and it helped them get through a shitty recent period of their life. They said that they were much happier now and wished me, a random online stranger well.

And I got to feel like some sort of accidental wizard, who made a stupid fanfic that I thought nobody looked at, but apparently it helped like, set in motion this whole chain of things that really, Rando had done all by themself! Trans butterfly effect!

Who would've thought my stupid fanfic about superheroes banging would've been the catalyst for someone like that?

in reply to @spookybiscuits's post:

"do you remember the first out and proud lgbtq person you saw whose image cut you to the core?"

I don't, no... it was more seeing many, many out and proud queer people over years that made me realize I was queer myself. So the more the better.