not sure why it's such a brain-sploder, but
i have a clear and concise example of what i look like in headspace (art i did... like the day before nidhogg first explicitly fronted? whoa what in the world is the pacing of this year), and i have the picrew i've been using as a pfp to describe color.
holy fuck i can genuinely commission art of myself.
you'd think i would've realized this before, but in between being busy irl and that whole plurality thing... i forgor. demonexa forgetta. i literally forgot that not only did i have an explicit visual representation of me so accurate it made me cry for an hour out of euphoria, but that i could just use that as a clear reference for art commissions.
... we have a bit of spare budget. i... i can do this. the others here have given their stamp of approval. holy fuck i think i'm gonna get more art of myself.