partially because the brain was not playing nice, partially to distract from points at everything
and since this was right at around when the sun was setting, i went on a walk through a local park that was lit along the main area, and the entire winter vibe of the place just made my brain go the good kind of brrrrrrrrrr!
so much so, in fact, that the moment i got home i had the ideas for a short story and immediately started writing. something that has been way, way too hard for my dang executive function for way too long now.
anyway, it's taken a bit over an hour and about 1100 words so far, and i still have the ending to write out, but if i finish it today (which i'll probably have to do if i want any chance of having it ever finished lol), i might drop it off here. but first, gotta have some dinner, it's almost 8pm aaaaa