i think the reason im so upset about all this, is that between coming out less than a year ago, joining cohost, making amazing friends, and loosing some of them, i just, for the first time in my life, feel the longing to go back and relive a part of my life that i wont get back
i wish i could go back, and spent time here again with some people i really care about, but i cant do that, and no matter how much i regret what i did, neither would probably want to talk to me again. i was naive and a coward, and i hurt both of them because of it