half the time I wish that I was able to understand music on an intellectual level the way I can any other form of media, and the other half I'm glad that I have at least one thing I can experience in a purely first-order way

half the time I wish that I was able to understand music on an intellectual level the way I can any other form of media, and the other half I'm glad that I have at least one thing I can experience in a purely first-order way