Back home after a month out of the country, which is the longest I've ever been away, and man am I even more disoriented and flailing with neurodivergently comforting routines than I'd expected?

41, queer trans furry trash, actual professional deer, perpetually tired // mostly 18+ but let’s say entirely 18+ to be safe
Back home after a month out of the country, which is the longest I've ever been away, and man am I even more disoriented and flailing with neurodivergently comforting routines than I'd expected?