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FinchTale
@FinchTale

From my lived experiences, I think that TF "victims" would eventually forget what it feels like to be human. They may still desire to go back, but I think the longer they spend in their new forms, the less they'll know what it entails to go back.

I mostly say that because of all the changes I've gone through. Whether they voluntary or not, good or bad, I don't really remember what my life was like before they happened. I don't remember what my body felt like before I transitioned. Nor do I remember what it was like before I got disabled (excluding the disability I've had basically since birth, of course).

They're just things I live with. Do I wish some of these things would go away? Of course! But I do not know what that would actually feel like even if I have experienced it before.

Basically I just love some loss of humanity in transformation x3


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in reply to @FinchTale's post:

Probably it depends on the critter too.

I remember how it felt to be pre-everything. The inner forcefulness, the urges, the sheer infantilism of my emotions and the inability to love, to say nothing of the anatomy.

I can recall it just as acutely as I could in 2014, but that's because I hold onto details like a rock-climber holds onto a cliff. And, though no less acute, they become a little less relevant with each passing day.

It's like trying to remember a day in high school. It informs my story, but outside of that there's little reason to want to, save for the syntactic equivalent of historical preservation.