• she/her, it/its

Pen name: Delila H. Smith (the H is silent). Thirtysomething trans lesbian, snugglemuffin, girlthing. Devil but in like a catgirl sort of way, perennial emotional wreck, too gay for this. Minors, please don't follow.


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posts from @dizzy-h-slightly-voided tagged #trans marisa

also:

Last night I slept fitfully again, and jotted down the following dreams:

  • Wandering around this computer room or something. There was this background narration or whatever which stated that trans girls in Gensokyo tend to go through four phases: 1. "boy", 2. boy with a youkai-sona, 3. girl-youkai sona, 4. either transforming into a youkai or transitioning as a human. Or ... something like that. Marisa was stated to have gone through this.
  • A gritty Zelda game with older protagonists. There were these two Awful Women™ who were love interests, like each one was double-Midna. There was a quicktime event involving one of them grabbing Link's dick. Like, the game visually rendered his dick onscreen. Even in the dream I thought that was nonsense.
  • I and someone else were traveling incognito in this vaguely 1920's-styled location. I got into a fight with some mobsters.
  • A Star Trek TOS thing that seemed derived from the previous one. Someone sent a projection of Abraham Lincoln to the Enterprise to update them on the situation.