i have that flavour of autism where my brain is like numbersnumbersnumbersnumbers and so i can do maths and like nothing else. i struggle greatly with any sort of creative process, especially with words, i can barely write. no problem with spelling and shit, it’s just trying to think up the words.
this extends to art which i do sometimes do cause like i want to see shit like my fursona or my favourite characters kissing but it’s soooooo hard for me.
when i do draw things, a lot of my art looks like something quick and unfinished which makes me call it all “doodles” to try to excuse this but it takes me all day just to make anything and i eventually reach a point where i can’t do anymore even if it looks like it needs more work.