🌷 doodlemancy 🌷

i have been sick since... last friday. so a week. i feel like covid has thrown me into an endless loop of having to like. recover from waking up. i go to bed, i sleep either not enough or way too long, i have the sorts of dreams you have when you're sick, i wake up trashed, i rebuild myself from my own scattered wreckage all day. by about 12 AM i'm like "damn! i feel better! i think if i get a little more sleep i'll be right as rain" and then the next morning i repeat the first 5 minutes of Disco Elysium