Piece of Chewed Up Wheat

i want to kiss you. i want to hold your hands in mine. i want to see your smile. i want to hear your laugh. i want to feel your heartbeat. i want to wake up next to you, kiss you good morning, and tell you how much i love you. i want to cook breakfast together, i want to adopt an animal from the shelter together, i want to grow old together. ill still love you then. ill kiss every wrinkle on your skin. ill feel the smoothness of your knuckles. ill run my hand through your graying hair. you're the person of my dreams. i long to be together, but i know that's not possible. thank you for existing nonetheless.