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Hey it's Drake, 35yo trans pan otherkin goddess hedgederg who will eat your whole universe X3. Mainly playing ffxiv or writing, or chattin folks up.
A pretty 50/50 switch who loves her darling girlfriend @HedgehogGoddess so so much. <3
animated avatar by @ConstellationArtGallery , awesome job! <3
Main character on XIV is Drake Silvos on Coeurl.
AD account: @drakeofthelewdaxe
I'm also drakesilvos on discord.
I'm actually, definitely, a boat-mate with you. That bit about spending all that time locked in depression is on the nose in my case as well. It's been 18 to 40 so far on my end and I still feel like I'm just wasting away doing nothing. A person's life rarely goes the way they want, and I don't mean that as in, "exactly" how they want, I mean even the broad strokes. It's hard to not feel powerless in the face of that... but you can learn from things and do your best to be the KIND of person you want to be, even if you feel like you're not WHERE you should be yet.
In the end life is about three things, squeezing as much enjoyment out of it as you can, connecting with like minded folks to help each other squeeze even MORE enjoyment out of it, and doing your best to make it easier for those around you and those that come after you to be able to get even MORE enjoyment out of life than you were able to. That's basically the whole shebang.
You're a toughie so I'm not saying this to encourage you just with those imminent feelings. It's more as something to think back on in the future whenever these feelings rear their ugly heads again. There is no race or contest in life. It's not about where we're at in it, but how we live through it. So yeah, just keep on, and do your best, and have as much fun as you can hugs you tight Take care pal <3
💖💖💖 thanks Reba. Yee I've just always felt like I have to prove myself. But I'll keep forgin ahead.